Too much. I have a date tomorrow that I’m not ready for at all. I don’t want to date anyone else, I want him back.
He wants to be friends. I want to be his girlfriend. He told me to take time to get over him, but he wants me in his life. I was trying to decide how much time I needed. I think 20 pounds.
That would be great.
We haven’t talked in a year and I don’t need this nighttime bullshit.
I’m sad the boy and I ended things, I’m sick, and I got my period.
But at least I’m not 23 anymore.
Or whatever you do when you stop seeing the boy you aren’t in a relationship with. I’m really sad. I thought we were really good together.
I keep fantasizing it will turn into a Rory/Logan situation and he just thinks he doesn’t want a relationship but he really does.
I know that won’t happen.
I really miss him.